The Thing About A Blog Is You Can Post Again

 it's 12:57 am all of a sudden. it really snuck up on me. like no wonder my eyes were getting tired. like no wonder i was getting tired. (im tired)

but do you know what i have in me right now? (i could have bed in me, but i don't have a shower in me yet. and so this  always is when i start to find the other options. this is where things get interesting)

well  it's like this , and it's probably anticlimactic for you so  forgive me 

 i have a blog post in me. a darling small little blog post in me. oh, just like that! so. 

i just finished reading amelia's short story for our workshop tomorrow and it was really really good. i will write her workshop letter tomorrow (i do not have writing a workshop letter in me right now) (because i want to do a good job on it. and because im afraid im too tired) 

(by the way amelia gave me some kind of life changing advice / guidance / talking-it-out-with-me-lets-figure-out-what's-really-going-on  today)

(by the way, should i be using fake names for the blog? is this too casual? is this an invasion of privacy? i used ana's real name yesterday. if anyone from here on out wants me to change their real names i will change their names. i can edit)

 also amelia heard about my blog idea today and asked why i don't just write in a diary instead

moving on. i have the idea to make lists of what i have in me and what i do not have in me at the moment, inspired by all of  the above 

what i have in me tonight                             what i do not have in me tonight

-blog post (idk how. much more though).            -workshop letter

-plugging my phone in                                         -studying for my midterm 

-showering after my blog post                              -responding to some texts (plus it's too late)

-brushing my teeth                                                -doing any form of skincare

-my medication                                                    -probably not smoking (double negative) 

-putting a couple things away                             -putting a couple other things away     

-writing this list                                                   -taking this list any further (lol  ivy!)

okay ummmmmmm. what if i told u.. that's literally all for now???? i love u. im gonna go listen to some music outside and enjoy the rest of my night and then probably like shower and then go to bed like yeah. i love how fun and cute and casual a little blog post can be. we're just gonna keep doing it like this. yes !   

GOODNIGHT!!!!                    <3

                   

imagine If we were all looking at the

moon together!